i feel like I have spent all this time, and am getting nothing out of it.
if it really does happened then way it sounds like it is,
then I will be alone.
I hate wasting time. I have a goal and I gave myself a time limit.
If we are not both working towards the same goal, then its not going to work, and then I wasted my time.
I wish I could just get a straight answer.... so that I can plan accordingly